in the sorrow

Tonight, I was mad at I-Chia. I was wondering if every word from my mouth hurts her.

I am regretful for hurting her feelings. But I couldn't help myself to hide all of the anger from her.

I would like to express my feelings. Or that would become the hate. I don't like to hate others.

That is too uncomfortable.

Today, I cried for several times. I am not good, although I feel I am better then yesterday. I am still in the sorrow. I need to start over. Perhaps that is due to my MC is coming. I am not sure.

depress

I am lonely.

I want to call my mom, but I couldn't.

She might be taking a long nap, she might yell at me. I couldn't sustain that.

That's horrible.

I would like to call my dad, but he is working right now.

I have no friends.

I have some friends, but not so closed.

Am I boring? I was so confused.

I am not good.

I don't want to go out to have my lunch, even I think perhaps I need to eat something.

Who could take me out?

I have no power to make me out.

There is nothing to eat in my appartment.

And actually, I am not hungry.

I just watch the Orange County.

That makes me sad.

I'd like to go to the Sisters' House to move all my stuffs out.

I am going to leaving, although I am not live there any more.

But some stuffs being there makes me not peaceful.

The Midterm technically ends, but I am not happy.

Where goes my joy?

8/13

當日任務是繼續尋找參考書可能的採購清單，就這樣做了一整天，因為WV及WW很少參考書，所以下午清單執行到一個段落開始進行這方面的添加尋找，不過成效不彰．
此外，今天抽空整理了一份之前作電子書分類參考網頁清單．

Too Much Money

Tonight, Dad called me about the credit card statements.
Something gave me a caution, that warning me I spent too much money.
I bought too much magazines, several monthly.
And I love good stuffs, I admit.
I need to look after my money as much as possible.

Let's Begin!

Today, Viola showed me about her test on her google blog.
We chatted for a while, I considered that I own several blogs of mine.
That was because I like to apply one account of mine when I reached one new website system, especially if that was a popular one.
Therefore, I need to sort them, or I'd have no idea which one I should post when something get into my mind.
I sort google blog as one in English version.

See you next time when I would like say something in English.